Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You

I like this song very much...just look at the lyrics below, you will know why. You can find it on my MSN space which uses this song as background music.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I m ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

Trip to Heidelberg

I should say Heidelberg is one of the cutest towns I have ever been to,
that's because of the architectural style, not the castle, for which
although is what Heidelberg famous.

The buildings, including the apartments, are well designed and built,
perhaps several decades ago and now are still being used properly.
Compare to Edinburgh, it's smaller, quieter and to me, nicer, especially
the weather, even though it was not such nice when I was there.

Compare to Karlsruhe, well, it's hard to compare because they are
difference kind of cities. I would expect if Heidelberg could have such
a sort of ancient university buildings which are now still being used,
like Cambridge and Oxford, it will be much more amazing.

It cost a little bit long to settle down in Germany so I am just about
to start travel around Europe so another good news to me is that the
NeOn kick-off will be held in FAO at Rome, which is another fabulous
place on my list. I don't think I have much time in Rome for tourism,
but I think it is a good opportunities for preparing my future visit to
Italy anyway.

Tomorrow will be the first travel after I started my RA in Karlsruhe. We
will go to Kaiserslautern.

Life fragment

Once I was in UK I never thought Manchester to be an amazing place, until I watched the movie"Bridget Jones" last night.

But anyway Manchester is not amazing, it is just unforgettable to me. One year life, from 11.09.2004 to 10.09.2005, exactly one year, best age period of my life, I spent there. This typical British comedy makes me...say, sentimental. Why? Because of the British English and the open market in somewhere, London.

I often went to open market to buy some fresh vegetables and fruits, and I saw them on movie again, but perhaps in the future I won't have any chance to buy anything there.

Otherwise, if those who has never been to UK before, please do not mislead by the beautiful night view of London displayed in this movie. In fact, the streets in UK are usually dark, dank, and somber. I really wouldn't be surprised if there is any wraith standing beside of me, suddenly.

Just a piece of fragment of my life.